recent occurences

My life lately has made me angry, even though I didn't really know it. I found out my mom has cancer right before christmas, and she started chemo just a few weeks after. It never really hit me though, I hadn't become upset. But when I was hanigng out with my best friends, they said that I became realy angry lately. I was thinking "noo, I am not angry", but it was one of htose things where soicne it was pointed out, I couldn't help but pay more attention to my actions. I was angry, and even now as I look back on my life, thats how I deal with situations, I get angry. After that occured to me, I thought I was doomed to anger for the rest of my life. But God totally blessed me. Me and my best friends have been hanging out wtih other people. Its so great. I never really realized how great my friends are. And even though I know i am angry, I don't think I realize that my mom has cancer though. yes, she is bald. But it hasn't even been that long and god has totally changed me already. I am happy.